I was so much an outcast No one ever liked me 'cause I wasn't wanted I was so different from the rest of them all Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed And I never got no sleep 'Cause I kept on trippin' over what they said And everythin' that my mom said, made me mad And everythin' that my dad said, made me sad
Why am I even tryin'? I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out
You keep shootin' those glances Relatin' to the rawness, I'm a fuckin' lost kid Tryin' so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me You keep trippin' on everything I wear, every time I swear Even when it comes to my hair It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind I'm not a dope pullin' your life
Why am I even tryin'? I'm cryin' out, I'm cryin' out I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out Draw me down, break me down, I've hit the ground I cannot seem to keep from freakin' out
Your dreamin' dreads Are you still trippin' on me? You're drinkin' dread Are you still trippin' on me? Now do you drift? Are you still trippin' on me? Now do you drift? Why are you trippin' on me?
I was so much an outcast Find a way to make it right I was so much an outcast I can't seem to find a way to make it right I was so much an outcast No one ever liked me I can't find a way to make it right I was so much an outcast I can't seem to find a way to make it right