Kj-52 - No.1 Fan - Sözleri

Yo this is what happened:


Yo I woke up late it was like 10 in the mornin'


I was still half asleep and sleepy eyed, still yawnin'


I checked my voice mail to see who'd been callin'


I turned on my computer


Check my email logged on it


Junk mail, junk mail dog-gone-it


Everybody just tryin to sell me they product


But there was one email that just caught my optic


It said sucidal, took the mouse and clicked on it


She said " Dear KJ you don't know who I am,


You probably don't care cause im just another fan.


I doubt you ever read this, now but if ya can


Sometimes I slash my wrists and even cut my hands


And I feel all alone like nobody understands


And I'm gonna end it tonight I got the whole thing planned


Pop pills, leave a note on my night stand


Signed sincerely, Your Number 1 fan





[Chorus:]


Can someone now please help me


Will someone now just please help me


Can someone now please help me


Will someone now just please help me





[Verse 2:]


My heart is poundin as I start to type back


Why do you feel this way do you mind if I ask?


Whats the source and the cause of the pain that you have


How did you get this way, is it something from the past


God cares about you, I hope you understand that


Please don't end your life, I beg ya please write back


I finished typin', I sent the email quite fast


I bowed my head and prayed with all the strength that I had


She said "Man KJ I didn't even know you would write me.


Let me explain why noone could ever like me


It all started when my father used to strike me


Raped and confused every since 1990


He's gone now but I can't put it all behind me


I tried to run away but my pain would always find me


Is God really the one who can help me (yes He is)


Signed tonight your Number 1 Fan





[Chorus]





[Verse 3:]


Dear number one fan I gotta lot to tell you


But with the email there is only so much I can help you


See I know a Father who could never ever fail you


He'll give you a love when nobody ever cared to


I know you might feel like everybody hates you


And you feel like you got noone you can relate to


But death feels like the best place to escape to


But thats a lie that Satan, he just wants to tell you


I'm sorry that you were abused, your father raped you


But you gotta get some help cause nobody can make you


I know its hard to face but God will give you the strength to


I know you gots a lot of things you gotta work through


But with this help I know that you can break through


I seen it myself all the times He came through


Tell me what you think of what I sent you


I'll be prayin', Sincerely KJ-52





[Chorus]





[Verse 4:]


Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy endin


But after that night I never heard from her again


That night I tossed and turned lyin on my bed en


Cryin and prayin with these thoughts runnin through my head en


Did she do it, take her life, or wind up dead en


Or did she not choose it, just listened to what I said en


Maybe she never got the last one I was sendin


Was it my fault was it something I shoulda mentioned


Every mornin I would just check my email


Checkin for any detail, hopin an prayin that shes well


My emails came back sayin that they'd failed


No such address for Number1Fan@hotmail


Days turned to weeks and weeks turned to months en


Time would pass and I just heard nuthin


No letter no email no not even just somethin


What happened to my Number 1 fan I'm still wonderin





[Chorus]


		


				










		
			



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